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Wednesday, February 15, 2017

This blog has become a little diary which not many know (which is somehow good!)

So I am experiencing hormonal changes
As like all expectant mothers.
I weep at the smallest thing.
But i don't dare to do it in front of anyone including to my other half
Just because, I feel that everyone feels that I am a strong woman
And strong woman don't cry
Its so hard to suppress the hormones raging inside.
I think I am crazy.
I get disappointed/sad/frustrated with things which I would not previously
It embarrassing to say the things which causes those feelings
Fuck it (its the hormones again)
There is no logic to anything and everything
I guess that is why pregnant woman gets pre or post natal depression.
The threat is so real now.