a changed me!

so darn tired..haven been like 4 hours a day for the past week..n jus came back from a camp on sunday..the camp was reali reali GREAT!many think tt its jus another inspirational talk..or rather another study camp..but,instead, i learnt alot there..life skills,study techniques n most importantly,to love the people around me..initially, i thought it was crazy, sitting there from 8a.m to 11.30p.m,stuck in some air-con room..listening to some guys talk,n letting ur butt rot..but, its was not the case..althought u reali sit there for hours to listen, but the talks we not boring, but very inspiraional!made lots of frens there!had many sessions when i cried, realising i haf disappointed many people,especailly my dad n mum!i jus want to tell u tt I LOVE U MOM!I LOVE U DAD!its reali tough on them to bring me into this world..n here i am treating them badly.Through this camp,i realised tt watever i do, i must always belief in myself n giving my 100%..not onli in my studies but also in many areas of my life!n last of all,the past is not equals to the present..n so here ish my goal..to get 7 A1s in my O's!hear it again..it is 7 A1s!eh..but one thing i haven changed...i am still a fish ball!hahahaha...
thankiew adam,ramesh n gary(get well soon!)..for teaching me,inspiring me,motivating me..thank you cheryl n toon for guiding me for tt 4 days..u guys haf been great coaches n frens!lurve u guys!

deep thoughts

went out yesterdae at night with ade n qi to watch xiao xiao lin dance!karen's n u danced beri well!congrats xl..promoted to A ban..hope to join u after O's!looking 4 the camp on thurs..new friends,a maybe a whole new me?
i realise after deep thought tt i am reali silly,stupid,putting so much hope on it..haha..

happi belated birthday kel!haha went out with part of the mushroom family yesterday to celebrate kel's 16th birthday before tt went 4 bio then went j8..ah gong n minghong came along..i think both of them damn funnie sia..haha..went to orchard..had a treat from the birthday gurl at crepes n cream.after tt went shopping 4 shiying's swimsuit..i feel tt everytime go out with he mushroom family i get to see alot of new things..shopes tt i have nv gone before..they beri fashionable.after tt went to bugis.met rachel,my pri school classmate..haiz..looking at her ht hor..haiz..ju shang sia..btw..hl..thanks 4 ur testimonial!i was reali surprised!haiz..hope i can get over this stage of life soon!

oh my gosh..i am addicted to the jam on the peanut butter!!help!!help me to kick my habit..somebody!!

somebody help me!!!argh..sianz..thinking of the loads n loads of hmwk i have to do..i reali feel lost!soooo lost:(..have to go to skool everyday..no choice..fongfong threaten us to go or we will miss our bio prac..tooot her lah!goin for another camp next week..reali hope i can start my revision soon..

it was so fun today..out with my wanting(my cousin) n my aunt.went to eat dim sum at this resturant in paragon.after which went to taka to shop..bought a polo T from Fila n wanted to catch a moive at ceni but then timings were either too late or the moive started le..but we went to lido to watch first bet.it was quite a funnie show..with all the hokkien..the storyline was quite lame though.wt suggested to eat at coffee club..was quite full le..but still went.ate a swiss mushroom sandwhich..my god..the mushroom wasnt very nice..ate the mud pie there also..haha..wt fell into my trick..put the leftover mushroom from the swiss sandwhich into the mud pie mixture..n told her tt it was a brownie..haha.was a enjoyable day out with wt n sensen!

another of my eating days..gosh!jus found out i ate darn lot..hahaha.tml goin out wie my aunt to eat again..haiz..goin to become pig le!today ish a boring boring day..suppose to go out wie my fren..but last min cancel..did bio the whole day..wah..like never ending one..do n do..cannot finish.haiz.my granny cousin n cousin-in-law came to give wedding cake n card..haiz.once they started asking about my chi O's,i wasn't in the mood to talk after tt,so hid myself in the room..listening to JAY's songs n doin bio..argh..mus work harder le..gt a badbad dream last night..dreamt tt my O level chi was b4..n 3 other subjects was b4 too.N i started crying..haha.strange right?i starting to get scared le..haiz.seeing my bro enjoying himself..i reali envy him..so late le still not back home.oh..today he went to remove his mole..haha.beri fascinating rite?haha then the price was quite ridiculous..50 bucks for jus one small mole removed..daylight robbery!
don reali noe wat i am doin for this 2 days..my mood,sometimes bad at times gd.time to change my attutide towards the ppl around me..especially to my parents n grandma.
i donnoe if u noe or u donnoe..but u reali made me lose confidence in u.......i reali donnoe if i shld be thinking this way..sorri..but i still lurve u.

this ish my first time doin these.i donnoe y i am doin this but as my cousin said..its an avenue to release ur troubles..haha..n probably i have many things in my mind now..wanted to write it in my book..but too lazy lah.haiz..donnoe y..i found out alot about myself n the ppl around me this few weeks..through the sec 2 camp especially..it was held from 7 to 9 june.it was realli fun..doin the ht activities..playing n talking to the student leaders..hey peps..u rock man..haha.oh..went to sentosa on 5th..haha..it was sooooooo fun..sun tanning there wie huiling,adeline,huikee,eileen..played 'volleyball' there..i think i probably not the type tt plays volleyball..i too short le..haha..after tt went to orchard to eat pasta mania..my first time eating there..after tt went to take photos,haha..i reali enjoyed mysef..after tt went to eat at this place called buttercup sumthing like tt lah..eh..the ice-cream was quite nice..wanted to go k box..but then it was so ex..then nv go.reached hm about 9..its always a thing tt i reflect wat i did tt day..i was reali surprised tt after we step down from netball in feb..we are still tt close as be4.reali like the way it ish now..i reali cannot imagine when we graduate from this skool le.haiz.i guess i reali gona miss u guys..miss whitley netball 2004 sec 4s..the ups n downs we gone through..did not break our frenship but instead strenghtened it..reali happi n fortunate to noe u guys.hope the flame will keep burning after we leave whitley!gona makan le!to be continued..