how i wish i can tell myself not to look back at things....
don even turn and take a glimpse...
but it was inevitable...
he still in a little part of my blood....
flowing around my body...
every year,at least once,it reaches my heart
it feels warm,but at the same time,it would hurt...
just pierce me...
i am not scare of the physical pain...
it's beats the emotional roller coaster i had gone through for the past few years...
thanks for reappearing everytime i am about to heal and forget...
