Week is gona end with a family reunion!
Chinese New Year is here!!!
I love this season.
So much better than Chirstmas.
3 full days of activities!
I want to see my baby nephew...I want to see my godfather's new house..I want to go to my aunts' place ( which I havent visited for ages ).
I am loving this season more and more!

Dance was good yesterday.
It always brings me up, and brings me down.
This few months would be a test of how I balance my time well.
Work, Concert, Family, 4 students.
GO GO GO!

This week started rather hectic.
Netball and shrooms gathering.
Had been an eventful weekend.

Grandma fell again.
I hate it.
She just refuses to listen to me.
Asking her to exercise has been became mine daily quote.
Was walking home today.
Saw a petite old grandma, in her mid or late 70s, piggy backing her grand daugther, while the kid was sucking on her lollipop.
Then, I started to think that I hate my grandmother.
I hate her to me home bounded.
Sooner or later, she will be wheelchair bound.
In time to come, she will be bedridden.

At the same time, I hate myself for not spending more time with her.
Sometimes, you ask yourself, what is enough?
I have no idea myself.

Life pretty busy for me since the start of 2009.
Got 2 new students with me now, adding it up to 4 kids now.
It tiring, balancing a full time job, 4 kids, dance and my family.
The ironical thing is that, I didn't know why I kept myself so busy.
Maybe it's the sense of satisfaction that keeps me going.

Dance is ok, at least for now.
Remembered Luping said to me before,
Going back into the club, dancing in the concert, is not to make more friends or to make a name for yourself, but to enjoy dance as it's own.
I had always remember what she said to me.

So many 21st to attend.
Only into the 2nd week of 2009, I attended 2 already.
Qi looked sad at her birthday party.
No matter what, hope she knows we are always there.
So sorry that we went down so late and missed the cake cutting.
I was lost in tampines.lol.

Weeee~~!!!
I am looking forward to the netball gathering at my place and Chinese New Year!!!!