So tired in office.
I am getting insomia
Can't get proper slp since i donnoe when.
Can't eat properly, since i donnoe when.

I suddenly feel like i cannot handle friendships very well.

Whenever there are problems surfacing, I wouldn't want to talk about it.
Because I don want to hurt people.
I rather run away.

But at last, Sam gave me the strength to face things.
Thanks.

October passed so quickly.
Nearing to the end of Oct.
Bro's enlistment letter came.
I am rather worried for him, after listening from one of my ns friends talking about how bad is politics occuring in the ns.
Hope he can cope well in there.

JR passed gt his licence. Here is the conversation i had with him, through text.
Me ' Now u can not only pick up girls using ur verbal power. 6 pointer seh same like your o levels.
JR ' Ya man.power. I knew i will pass the first time. they call me the f1 drift racer.haha.pao yi

The ego shit in him.LOL
It's nice to know that I am able to still talk like tt with my freaking egoistic cousin.

Have you every thought that you are doing too much for a friend?
I am tired. I know I should not think that way, but.....

I finally gt my happy pills after sufering for so long.

Today, I did what I liked.
What I felt like doing.
I was being a bad bad friend, but I didn't give a damn.
It wasn't the usual me.
I felt like slapping myself for the things I did today, with my heart and limbs, but not with my brains.
The withdrawal symptoms of Chocs came, with the bad day I had on Friday.
This week just ended so suckly.