waLKing oN

Thursday, June 02, 2011

Life have been treating me well.
Exams was a headache, bearly managed to survive it.


Today, Mom went to visit her friend.
Anyway, mom doesnt have many friends. she aint sociable.
but recently,
her friend was diagnosed with 4th stage lung,
think it was after wai po left us.
these few years, it has been really hard for her.
weirdly, she is so weak yet so strong.
those emotional stress, to be able to cope about her own, which was bad enough.
wai po's illness and passing and now accompanying her friend through her last journey.
so, the friend's illness has spread to the brain.
and yes,
i am worried
i am scared
because it really strikes you and hit you at the most unprepared times
She is such a strong woman. so strong mentally that i really start to admire her.
I never thought that I had such a great mom until today.
and in such times, images of the past yr still feels fresh in my mind...
painful yet everyone just had to be forced to be stronger...