today is another day at home. i was feeling rather fat (i developed the pig's lifestyle after the concert), thus i decided to go for a short run, it has been months since i ran though. Gosh..Where is the healthy lifestyle i have resoluted? and so, it was a really really really super short run under the sun and i felt giddy and my vision was blur after one round round the park. it was kind of scary as i have nv had such a feeling before. cause i was running alone and there wont many people in the park, with the exception of some old uncles.wat an experience..zzz

i need a job.badly
hmm..or maybe not.not a job
i need cash.haha!

slow down

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day on the fly?
When you ask
How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

This is taken from an email someone sent to me.
i thought i was rather meaningful
sometimes it's gd to stop and think about people and things happening around u
especially when one is really busy.
i guess it is inevitable, as the pace of life in singapore is hectic and superly fast.

some thoughts

i miss concert trainings, people, instructors. looking at the pictures taken, really makes me think back and miss those wonderful people i met.

it's so nice when you told me about your problems. i didnt matter what was it. i didnt really feel much jealousy. but, more of happy. i am really happy we can be friends. maybe cause i didnt want to lose u even as a friend. hehe..

Concert

concert was a success
i just watched it on youtube
i nearly teared. to see the fruits of hardwork and teamwork.
i aint gd with words. but those thank yous were deep from my heart.
my dancemates, my grandma, xl, my poly clique, my parents.
thanks alot.
especially my grandma. she couldnt really walk. but still she attended.
it meant so much.

to see most of my dancemates working so hard. many came dwn with fever and flu. many had bruises and injuries from trainings. some had to draw from items due to injuries. they still endured through. and finally, no one would disagree, it is when those applause from the audience, one can really feel the sense of satisfaction, feel the fruits of trainings. it was a rather indescribable feeling.

wl came to the concert too.. seeing him reminds me of the past. so long already, he is always there when i needed somebody. yes, if i could turn back the time.
i loved u.

it was
a little painful
a little tiring
a little hurtful
a little lonely
jus a little this and that made it
she knew the reason for this few days back already
she was rather predictable
the things in fornt of her were so real
the things shot at her were so strong
it hit her straight
it was too many things for her to bear

she will get use to it one day,
or maybe she will leave them.
she is struggling hard