Hospitals are so cold at night.
Was literally shivering with a thick blanket a windbreaker and a thick jacket, plus the makeshift bed.
it was so cold that my toes hurt.
sucks not having enough sleep/rest.
grouchy like nobody's business.
sometimes shutting my mouth is the best thing to do.
i dont mean what i say, but i just hurt people when i open my mouth.
you get what i mean when you experience my grouchiness..

cant wait to start working to do the things i wanted to do.
so many things i want to try, want to do with money.
at the same time, there are so many things i want to protect.
i still hold the childhood dream,
when i grow up i want to earn lots of money.
to protect mommy, daddy, didi and ahma
to make them happy,
but something i never knew then, there are alot of things that cant be bought by money