ok.I will understand.
But.Sometimes, understanding and what your heart feels are totally two different things apart.
Its the brain vs the heart again.
There are things that in a friendship, in a relationship, your dont need to spell it out.
Saying it out losses it's meaning.

Maybe I was living my life wrongly.
I do the right things, not the wrong.
I yearn to be strong, but I am so lousy inside.
I am always putting up an act, but I have nothing inside.
When I grow up, did I then understand myself.